believe in yourself because i believe in you. whenever i say that, i have doubts. not doubts about the people i say it to since i mean what i say, but doubts that i don't have the faith to believe in myself. and that's scary

yesterday i recieved many smses from past seniors and people who have gone through what i have yet to go through, (getting back the results) and they all believe in me. and now it's my turn to doubt my abilities. even my mum wants to look at the situation realistically, and what she means by that is that i should expect less than what i'm expecting now. i want a 9. that's hard to get i know. but miracles do happen.